please resurrect the old maiden

my laptop crash on me yesterday morning... after i saved it from the asshole Trojan, the old maiden decided it's time for her to go. and the time that she chose was absolutely just nice. i was happily transferring my backup songs back into her when she decided to crash. ARGH~! the timing was freaking zhun. wonder what i did that offended her so much. my backup efforts all gone because after transferring the files back i deleted. BLEAURGH~! it was absolutely yucky. now all my favorite songs gone... song collection need to start from scratch and kope from people again. sian 1/2~!

i'm laptop-less now... hoping i can resurrect the old maiden from her premature death... so better not scold her. must sayang her then maybe, just maybe, she will listen to me and come back to life. goodness.... without her i can't play my favorite O2jam which is equals to dooms day!!!! i'm itching to play O2 for very long le!!! argh what a torture =(

anyways... updates on the previous week...

last Saturday come back to hall that time ran into the Pokemon fest at JP. muahahah~ got to catch a glimpse of the creatures. we were like coming up from the escalator when i saw this and immediately shout "POKEMON!!" like a (sad to say) 3-yr-old. haha but i pity the people inside the costumes la. must be pretty hard to breathe then still have to pose for photos with the children. man the place was flocking with little kids accompanied by their parents. goodness the crowd was overbearing, then think Mel also don't like this kind of scenes. anyway we didn't stay long, though long enough for Jian to take 1/2 dozen of blurred pictures of the 4 Pokemon.

got this balloon from Tesia's first birthday party at the Carlton hotel near City Hall MRT. the balloons were all pink color tied with pink ribbons to the chairs of the dining area. very very sweet. and just as i leave i koped one. heehee~ can't blame me. they were really pretty. and i carried it with me all the way to the train station and then to Outram to meet Jian and Mel(whom was late to pack her stuff). so me and Jian made our way to JP first. i managed to keep hold of the balloon throughout Jian's lunch until Mel arrive and we go NTUC. Then ZJ play with me balloon until it flew right up to the extremely high ceiling of NTUC. argh~ i was so angry but also never let out the frustration, just kept quiet as usual. that's the balloon at the ceiling. Jian know i not happy already... then while Mel and i were looking for the cheap cheap box tissue, Jian went to get ladders from one of the NTUC aunties and got down the balloon for me. so it is now safe and sound in my room tied to my chair.
(p/s: the balloon after a few days is already deflated and swimming around the floor next to my chair... one of the cases when i hate diffusion~!)

and after my Tuesday paper, something interesting happened. a friend (inconvenient to mention the name here i think) proposed to someone with a bouquet right outside the exam hall. goodness gracious. i really admire his courage. way to go dude~!

however on a side note... got people happy also got people sad... got anything can tell me one okay!

ah Mel ah.... "I'm not a p------"

我不是被虐狂～！

ah mel say i am a 被虐狂... if you know what it means... booohooo i am not i am not i am not~!!!!!

me : 没有
mel : 有
me ： 没...
mel ： 有
me ： 真聪明

ａｎｏｔｈｅｒ　ｏｎｅ．．．　ｈａｈａｈａ～ ｍｅｌ　ｋｎｏｃｋｅｄ　ｈｅｒｓｅｌｆ　ａｇａｉｎｓｔ　ｈｅｒ　ｔａｂｌｅ

me ： ｓｏｔｏｎｇ．．．　（ｋｅｋｅ）
mel ： ｗａｄ　ｓｏｔｏｎｇ．．．　ｓｏｔｏｎｇ（你）的头
me ： ｏｌｄｃｈａｎｇｋｅｅ的ｓｏｔｏｎｇ头好吃

and then just now study until zzz awhile 被 mel 发现了！ ahhhhh hahah so now have to wake up and continue studying. my notes maciam lullaby see already want to sleep =(

blogskin blogskin blogskin

i wanted to change blogskin and i found one that i like. however the skin just doesn't go with my present blog contents... so i decided to forget it. the skin is really very nice loh... full of vibrant colors and it makes things look more energetic. too bad not suitable for me. then also cannot find one where the columns are centralized de. mostly that is nice like to keep the columns to the left. also dunno why, maybe cos look more professional or sth la. dunno... maybe look for one dull dull square square one. haha

recent rendezvous

city harvest kopitiam~
guai guai stay in hall and study... mess up my table and study very hard for maths... the most interesting during study week? walked out from hall at 4 plus am to City Harvest kopitiam with mel. haha went on a binge-ing trip! ate so so so many things. got nasi lemak, otak, rice and soon kueh, butterfly, sweet potato fritter, chee cheong fun... really is eat until very full~ satisfied. then we walked back again each armed with a cup of soya bean. reach back hall already 0630hr liao.

jogging~
ha... that day they jio ppl go jogging tog. mel ben jw zj and me. then we were like running uphill at one point in time den i jus cmi liao. damn. then kena laughed at by the rest. keep stopping to walk cos out of breathe liao. chicken backside lor... then jw gf actually ask him i can run meh when he told her i went running with them. shit jw because he actually replied how she know i cannot run. humpf. so what if i cannot run. BLEAH~! looking dumb after the run...

i am facinated by the "insect light" thingy... look very cool right. the color of the light. no wonder insects get attracted and die there. because i am also attracted to it. lucky i'm not an insect. if not dead liao~ teeheehee

canto song

一 萬 年

聽 海 風 擦 身 過 你 說 是 上 帝 的 歌
讓 呼 吸 去 親 我 眼 裡 白 浪 正 湧 過

你 那 樣 情 切 調 和 著 我 的 強 烈
我 那 樣 情 切
長 途 跋 涉 墮 入 這 刻 的 熾 熱

從 天 邊 飛 萬 年
遙 遙 萬 里 只 等 今 天 的 一 個 你
相 交 點 最 後 都 相 見 無 聲 碰 見
從 海 邊 飄 萬 年
無 涯 視 線 只 等 今 天 的 一 個 我
(終 於 跟 我 見 面 找 到 我)
相 交 點 歲 月 怎 改 變 最 後 都 碰 見
像 早 早 結 識 你 過 去 住 在 你 心 扉
熟 識 所 有 的 你 再 次 混 合 我 憶 記

終 於 此 生 有 些 驚 喜
終 於 可 將 愛 放 於 天 地
終 於 可 跟 你 相 擁 中 又 尋 回 自 己

creeped out~

got people i don't know actually talk about me in his/her blog...
then someone signed into my msn on another computer...

i always thought i'm a low profile person, but apparently i have become infamous overnight...

jw tt time mentioned - "无风不起浪..." actually before then there was nothing going on really. i didn't realise anything, until that day.

me. ivan.
the problems were glaringly there since so long. it was a one-sided thing for a little too long. if u had no intentions then why tell all those lies. not many people know the details of the story for i don't tell and go. an utter disappointment it was.

me & jian.
yes it was too fast. so let's take a little break now... hold off for a while and see how the friendship goes ba... actually people talk talk lo. i don't really care. but when ur family member choose to trust others instead of u, then something is really wrong.

Boston (by Augustana)

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone
Oh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red
And tears are shed
This world you must have crossed

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
You said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts
Across an open field
When flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones
Who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah
We said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains
Oh yeah

She said I think I'll go to Boston
Think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
Get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
Think I'll get a lover
And fly him out to Spain
Oh yeah and I think I'll go to Boston
Think that I'm just tired
Think I need a new town
To leave this all behind
Think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of a sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice

Oh yeah you don't know me
And you don't even care
Oh yeah

Boston
Where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name (yeah)
Boston
Where no one knows my name

burfday over le

the first 旺旺 hamper i receive in my life! haha and there was one product i never see before, 2 i never eat before. the 旺仔牛奶 tasted like diluted condense milk. haha but it boast of calcium. so i drank a bottle right after. nice~! thanks alot mel for accompanying jianwei, ben, deyang, ky meng to prepare all these.
they got us a pink couple shirt. =X was just asking jian if he wears pink the day before. what a coincidence. i swear i totally am unaware wad they were getting for me. but jian also poor thing cos he have to pay for his own shirt. heehee and he nv wear pink before. though he say he will wear in future.
and here is the promised swensen ice cream~! lala i forgot what we bet on long ago and he lost. then always no chance to treat. hee it's a giant earthquake with 8 scoopS of ice cream! love the chewy choc, dislike the almond sth one... and the cherry dunno why dun have the stem. we requested for no whip cream but come also have. hmmm anyway i think the lime sherbet also very nice. sinful~!!

come back hall tt time i become cinderella to work off the sins. haha wash clothes sweep floor mop floor etc even do sit ups.

i'm nineteen le. no longer sweet 18. thoughtful~

2 days to birday~!

got to go out and pre-celebrate my birthday with jian today~! nicey nice nice! got to eat sakae then the crab was real shiok to eat. ate until damn full... in the end have to postpone swensen again. lol~!

after which we heard orchard got the lighting up ceremony for the xmas decoration. heard vip talk alot before president got invited up and the lighting up really start. orchard just looks so much different with the lights and everything. so nice. especially this tree... the bottom still got water spraying up one very pretty. one of my fav. (but i thought singapore water very limited?)
hoho we went to marks and spencers and paragon to get some chocs for tml midnight. then in the end jian got sth sinful for himself too!!! dumb dumb~ in the end the whole packet also give me... -____-"wooo background blur blur... but only this one passed jian's QC. haha~ the other 2 picture we look dimwitted so much so i had to delete one away. lol...

vivocity trip

took a stupid picture while waiting for the train to come... hmm i'm the one in green, looking as though i'm leaning on the door there but i was really leaning against nth. haha kind of fun to try this kind of photo shoots make things lose their perspective and can do stupid stunts!
this snowman can be found at vivo open level there. standing at a side overlooking sentosa. should have taken a photo of sentosa from there but sigh i scared i spoil the view. it's better to go and see the scenery from there urself.
the moon is so far away that night... but it was damn round and bright. too bad the camera can't capture its beauty... at least i hope can tell the moon is quite bright ba...

argh fuck shit... i can't concentrate...

torn into 2 extremes

i've done it again... cheaterbugger bitch... i'm the bad guy... what if....? weird feeling coming over me. on and off, off and on... it is as if i'm alternately travelling between heaven and hell... the decision was made... but then sometimes the insecurity kicks in and i'm unsure of everything again...

i need time to be whole again... now it seems my feet are unable to touch earth...

better get back to studying... unless i wan to da bao that is...

shag is the word

damn shag... another session of solo squash. this time can only tahan for 1hr. it feels somewhat like 力不从心, it's as if something is pressing down on me. lack of sleep maybe... or not eating proper meals these days. just not feeling well.

people like to talk. apparently it can't be stopped. but don't try to hint things at me... if u wan speak direct.

不会做 tutorials.... 救命啊~! 考试要到了~！集中精神， 要集中精神。

quiz quiz quiz

pengs~! studied until daybreak for life science quiz today... go there i'm partial glad that i'm able to tackle most of them but got some really is purely rely on tikam-ing. grrrr friends never do pretty well too. humpf~
woke up later than planned for the quiz end up have to pia out. reached there just on time. then when i see cindy they all the first thing they tell me was there was a maths quiz today too. OMG~! haha i never study... but then i also sua sua lar... get over the life science first den say. haha
end up maths quiz wasn't that hard also. but the stupid tutor came late. made me happy for a while thinking he won't be appearing today.

thanks =)

complex situation

憨过头
- gong guo tou
- too blur
was i unaware or was i purposely ignoring the facts? even i am also unsure now.... vivocity was wonderful.... really nice.... but then.... ah.... i also dunno how le....

black blue - blue black

came home today with a lot of new blue blacks on my leg. haha also not very sure how i got each and everyone of them. got small got big, got green got black, got very pain got not so pain.... sad thing was just now ahting and ahming say don't want me come home. T_T then daddy also say thought i not coming back then ask me help him iron a full basket of clothes. sian~! they so many pattern one. humpf~ next weekend thinking of not coming home liao. but then it is my bdae on monday leh. so not very nice right? or dun care cos they also most prob wun celebrate for me.... =X

王仔广告

''Bizarre Beasts'' Were Real (Believe It or Not)

the following pictures may seem disturbing... i wouldn't believe they were real if they weren't from NGM. haha the article is here: ''Bizarre Beasts'' Were Real (Believe It or Not)

yucks

after maths lecture comes physics lecture... elearning is cool. can multi-task!!! haha but my physics lecture sounds like she's constantly spitting into the mic and her voice gives me goosepimples... goodness and the worst thing is i DON'T understand what she is trying to teach~!!! hell she sounded like she is being chased by a bullet train. listen if u don't believe...

NGM photo of the month

PHOTOGRAPHER: Thomas Cooper
Skeletal Remains

Late afternoon sun silhouettes dead acacia trees against a backdrop of sand dunes. In Namibia's Namib-Naukluft Park on southern Africa's west coast, the dunes rise as high as a thousand feet (300 meters) from the desert floor.

From Visions of Earth, NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC,
November 2006

i cannot believe the background was real... i thought it was photoshop-ed in but it is actually real sand dunes~ my god i'm really a mountain tortoise...

and then there is a sights and sounds feature article, on NGM too, about leopard seals!!! i remember that day watch "Eight and Below" with mel got feature one very huge and fierce leopard seal that killed one of the dogs )= so i got curious and went to watch it while listening to maths lecture which is damn slow and boring..... muahahaha~

SQUASH me flat

supposed to meet pam today at 1330 one... but she on silent in the lib never feel vibration and i cannot find her... so i give up after walking umpteenth rounds in Lee Wee Nam Lib which is damn big and went back hall slack... haha then i reach hall tt time then she msg me~~~ so end up i went to find her at 1530 instead after slacking. she gave me a packet of CHEEZELS~~~! hee

teeheehee then i got another squash session today~~~! damn nice but too bad got rain... think i'm improving a bit le. (= i'm loving squash. just hope won't kena thrash in the IHG~!

at first is meet zijian help borrow squash rackets. then when we were there it started raining... i tried to hit him with the ball when he was outside the court end up the ball fly downstairs... -_-" lucky i spotted whr it landed. but then i ran down the wrong flight of stairs end up run up again go down from the other side. 2 levels leh... got caught a bit in the rain but managed to find the ball. wahahahah~ it wasn't time yet... zijian and his pess friends played first because i was too shy to play in front of them until their lesson time... then i continued solo.

mel came and join me after her forensics... but i got a scare when she came. because i was concentrating on the rubbery black ball when suddenly i turn behind to pick up the ball, i saw her sitting there staring at me >_<" she got long black straight hair and she today whole body wear dark color. haha i really got a shock and screamed out not, so loudly though.

after that she had to run because she's meeting her ex-colleagues... so i continued solo until zijian came back. i was really soaked in my own sweat by that time and somewhat battery flat liao... so in the end we left half an hour earlier.

OH~ and i met jieying just now at canteen 2 when i went there for dinner! haha it's nice running into close friends. hope we can go out tog soon!!!