argggh

i'm feeling even weirder than ever.

从出江湖 - what the hell am i babbling?

well i cant say i'm exactly happy nor sad now
instead i am filled with this sudden emptiness
feels like i've lost some friends recently
then again i found friends too
and i cant comment much abt the thing tt's bothering me most now
maybe, just maybe...

vegetables prices have gone up thanks to the rain
and i have no idea why i'm commenting on it
though i do love to eat vegetables and fruits

it just feels funny to be blogging agn
hopefully things will really turn out to be better
i should stop having illusions tt everything's fine
only to discover tt it aint and feel like crap agn
the whole cycle kinda suck to the very mantle and core

are there always ups and downs and everything?
like relying on UPS in the good times
and den downing a jug of beer when times get bad
anyway i dun drink beer and doubt i'm allowed to
even if i am of age and everything