my brudder..

what to say.. after what i've said that night he did it again.. i dont wish to sound so naggy anymore. to heed the advice or not is up to him. i dont want to have to worry about him on top of my own studies and life.
- lying to mommy in order to go his friend's house to play
- promising to anything so that he can get his way
- unable to keep his promise after he got what he desired
- sleeping whenever he know's he is in for deep trouble
- treating the whole thing like no big deal


doesnt he knows he's in for deep shit? O's this year for him, i dont wanna add pressure on him or what but it seems as if the whole thing was just some retarded game to him.. hallo!! it's your life u're gambling with.. ur future little boi.. why cant u wake up? i took time to warn him for like umpteenth times before.. everything seems to be falling on deaf ears. feels like i've wasted all those time and effort.


sometimes somethings are better left unsaid.. i dont know when he'll wake up (or maybe he wont).. let's just hope he'll mature in his thoughts soon enough, at least in time for his exams.