i shud be studying

haiyo.. feel so fxxx-ed up.. also dont know wad's wrong wif me.. i choose to study when i shudnt, and play when i shud be studying.. i mean is like now lar.. i shud be studying, mugging like siao.. but i chose to come online and feign invisibile then surf around on the WWW doing things that arent supposed to be impt afterall..


basically i slowly am starting to understand, that everything happens for a reason.. well u see, i was born because my dad fucked my mum after they got my sis.. as simple as that.. haha actually no lar.. der's the family planning part whr they put "establishing their business (then)" first and stuffs lar.. lots of minor minor things and major major decision affecting factors.. and then they just u noe sorta come tog and stuffs..
and [[*TADAH!!~ i'm born... for a long 18 to be years..