drawing manga..

i have been attempting to draw mango

for the past 24 hours?!?!?
and i realised that i seriously lack talent

AND more practice


all the figures i draw looks like

they're gonna trip and fall,

all the faces looks like their suffering

from some spasm attack,
their hands and legs bulge like

exploding carrots,
their hairs look

bombastic + hideotic = bomdeotic??!?!
the eyes like majiam PA JIAO like that.


ARGH, MAMA JIU MING AH!!!
should i stick to drawing my stick mans?
and my minimalistic style of drawing?


after my experience at drawing anime characters,
i totally CANNOT understand why people

can draw in minutes.
draw as in draw and colour everything properly!
their works are like so damn nice
then they put done in like example 45 minutes
starting from scratch till complete with

CG and stuffs...
[[BAH]**


see when ah jie free then i go ga jiao her,
ask her help me scan all the stuffs into computer,
and help borrow PHOTOSHOP 7 from any friend

who has it, then i shall start CG-ing too..
[grins like a bobcat from ear to ear]


in the mean time, school's reopening soon.
dont remember ever feeling so SIAN before.
i'll miss the afternoons GB-ing with ah jie.
and the midnights tonn-ing online at home till 3am.
[suddenly the hart sank to nowhere]

!~!~/\`SI BEI SIAN`/\~!~!