my tears no longer flow..

something's letting me down, down
but i dont want to write about it
if not it's gonna leave a scar forever
hopefully tml's gonna be a better day


it's a wonder how sometimes when some things go bad, subsequently, many other things go bad too. yepp, including waiting super long for a bus (and when it finally came, it came in pair), getting stuck by the bus' doors. haha.. yar that's what happened to me.

well i choose to believe that things will be okay soon.
there's always the rainbow after a downpour.


on another note:
was so surprise to see mel wrote testimonial for him. sounds like she's still in contact with him.. dont know why i suddenly feel so insecure again. but i'm not gonna let it get to me. it's been a period of time already. looking back, time really flies. it's been more than 3 months already. wonder what i've been up to all these days, since i last met him.

switching topic before i get too emotional, there's going to be quite a few things for me to be more concerned about, rather than a few more rounds of emotional traumatisation. yeah. ocip presentation has got to be done up, mid-years round the corner, guitar syf just 14 days away, etc. i'm reduced to little free time to

胡思乱想 too much.

to cheer up "everyday"