to rebuild my self-confidence soon

how many chance of a new beginning does a person get to have in one lifetime? uncountable much or pathetic few? it is hard enough for a person to rebuild his/her self-confidence after a failure to put in the effort to start anew. and even if one is willing to take up the challenge to start over again, how many out there will give them this opportunity?

i'm still recuperating from a fall. and before i'm completely healed i do not think i can take up a new challenge just yet. the pieces are still not ready to be glued back. and this time i cannot find the pillars that used to help me up. i really do not feel prepared enough to move on... i still need time to lick the wounds on my body and heart.

though it is always exciting when starting a new phase of your life, it is also filled with alot of uncertainty, that is what makes it so attractive too. you never know what or how you will come out of it. people change, things change, environment changes. there is just so many alien things to explore now.

with all these things how much courage does it really take for a person to make a decision to turn over a new leaf? lack of self-confidence is the greatest hurdle to overcome, then there are still lots of things to learn in order to improve oneself. the first step is always difficult, but never look back or regret once you have taken it. i must try to achieve it.