totally boring day

i'm stuck at home with totally nothing much to do, and the only pc i can log on to is kinda fucked up. i have no access to yahoo mail, msn or adobe photoshop. great. and the only things i can surf cant seem to make me more enthusiastic at all. i hate being stuck at home!!!!!!!!

oh man.. everything sort of fell out of place a few days back. worse of all it seems that this time i'm gonna have hell lots of difficulty piecing them back together again.

damn it. drats. fuck. whatever.
!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!

man i'm having nightmares of working already. i see faces of people from work breathing down my neck even in my dreams. motion pictures of them yelling at me for godknowswhat reasons. heh~ this really reflects deeply how much i love my job. i simply cant wait to leave that cramming and stuffy place.

ya know i'm actually overthetop please with the A'level grades. not mine but his. on the same day the results were release, my hopes were dashed. not because of whatever grades i got, but of the very things i had believed in. on that very day, my bubbles of hopes got burst. i mean i am disappointed in someone and something i had held so close and true to me. i have no clues what these will transform into... hope it will not turn out the way my intuition feels.

man i very much want to throw this damn laptop across the room now. my temper is getting out of hand... i had better stop brooding over it already.

it's a stupid boring day, and now i shall go back to playing with my beloved reliable Windows Paint that was not disabled by anyone.