the wang-ityville horror

why does your loved ones hurt you the most? is it because you dare to pin more hopes on them, but when they dont meet your expectations you get disappointed? whereas since you never expect the same from others that's why they cant hurt you...

then how much is too much, too little or just enough? or is enough just never enough because it is not easy for one to be or learn to be contented?

they always say the bad will get their just deserves, but in today's world is this still true? i still believe in karma. you get what you give to others. you give them crap, they'll give you shit. that's the equity balance of this universe.. what goes around comes around. (is that why these things befell on me? like losing my stupid pass and not being able to go see the damn moon?)

but the funny thing is somehow a part of me is still convinced that once in a while the bad does get away with their business. horrifying huh?