even i am guilty of it

bleah bleah bleah~ feeling so lazy and bloated i dont feel like lifting even a finger. came home for dinner today. it was one of the rare occasions when my mum cooks dinner since she became so busy these days. a big bowl of vegetables with mushrooms and carrots (my favourite) , a huge mountain of fried fish nuggets and a great pot of vegetable soup with tofu and fishball. what's more, they are left-overs. apparently my mum and brother had eaten and the rest were not coming home. so they were left for me and my stomach only. so i sat down and tried to gorge myself with as much food as i could, hoping that it'll somehow make my mum feel better.

imagine you were her, choosing to cook amidst your busy schedule. in return, almost no one came home for dinner. furthermore, this isnt the first time. i know even i am guilty of it some time. so i asked her very directly just now "arent you disappointed?" and i managed to strike up a long conversation with her. she shared with me her recent worries at work and life. she told me how she used to run several streets to play with her cousins when she was young.

those were the days... if only everyone had time for more of such talks with one another. maybe then family and friends wont have as much misunderstandings as we have among them today. i had to swallow a whole dinosaur before i learnt this. tsk tsk~

rather enjoyed myself these few days doing maths until i get sian. oh no! =]