reeeeellaaaaaax

why am i so pissed? chill~

who knows someday, i might find someone who is not like everyone else, who is outright, yet not blunt, in speech. got to learn to be tactful and eloquent in communication, and stop blurting whatever is in my mind hurting people around me, or just keeping things to myself and pull a long face.

stop lying to cover superficiality!! undesirable circumstances can be dealt with a mild smile if i try. move a few muscles, heave that right corner of my lips upwards by 3mm. no sweat. =P

i always think so much, but when i park my butt here to type, i blink at the screen unable string them together. not even for nuts. words totally fail me, because i do NOT read enough.