totally lost

waddup with my life man
it's so full of !@#$% , %$#@! and )(*#&$
really don't know what i want anymore
tried to make myself forget about so many things
until even i myself am confused
have i really forgotten everything?
or am i just trying to numb myself?


school sucks like hell too
it's so bad i ponned school yesterday
i mean what's the point right?
it's like everyday go to school
just to entertain myself
trying to psycho myself that this is right
that going to school is not a chore
but something that is enriching
(my foot, arse and whatever shit)


ha~ why the heck do we have to live so hard?
because after all the shit we abuse ourselves with
all of us are going to die some day ain't it?
so why not just live life easy?
after all few decades down the road
everyone's just going to get cremated
so what's the point?