argh~

why do i feel so farking left out?
out of the 4 gurls in the lesson plan
only i am in the "other" group
i don't want to feel jealous or anything
but why do i feel as if i wasn't told of something?


why? all the 3 of them are there tog
xue is also there with them
although i know it isn't right to say so
but i feel my group has got the
"less responsive" people
(as in people we mix lesser with)
so much for being their close friends ha~
they threw me into the lava pool


sometimes i really feel they very fake
and i think they really are
their behaviours and little actions
spoke the thousand million words
that they try to hide in their speech
i don't like you guys!
but i ain't gonna show it to you
because i'm going to retaliate
i know it sounds childish but
i hate you! (there i said it)


"an eye for an eye"


i shall treat you the way you treat me
that's what the world is like
to survive you cannot show people
your true colours maybe
except those that i believe in
whom i have already shown
i lurve you guys and gurls~