reality life

not say i want to say ah
but i learnt something today
which i must put down


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in reality,
everyone puts on a mask everyday
to face this society; to face this world
like it or not you've got to accept it
accept it and move on
because that is the way this world works
harsh fact, but that's reality for you
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anyway i was complaining to my mother
about feeling used by this friend of mine
(whom i feel is like trying to use money
to buy my friendship and me over lah)
when my dad came home in a good mood
(i think partly because he drank a little)
and he sat down and shared his experience


as a salesman he is always out doing business,
so obviously he see alot of things happening
then he was telling me how he was helping out
at someone else's store the whole of ytd and today
just to gain a little more business (commission!!)
so that was exactly like what i was feeling
( _ that's this world huh _)


my dad also said alot of things more
like how he outdo his senior colleague
how everyone only likes to hear sweet-talks
making them feel more superior and important
before they are willing to do what they have to do
how surviving in this world today is so hard
and stuffs like that


now that's reality life for you
disappointing but it's the cold hard fact
everyone just got to learn to put up with it
and move on
=)


however i feel very fortunate
to have a close and caring family
something i only learnt recently
a little late, but better late than never
at least i feel now that i can tell them
everything on anything around me
whether i'm pissed, glad, sad or whatever
i know someone will listen to me
kao peh-ing and even kao peh with me
also i have a bunch of real good buddies
my confidentes whom
i also share everything with
everything, right down to my lunch


thank you guys sooooooooo much
just for being around and there for me
* i love you guys * [hugx hugx]