princess joke

sprained my ankle yesterday morning
when u dun see sth it doesn't mean anything to u
is that applicable to everyone?

why is it that when u can't have sth u yearn for it more?
felt like a wasted today and just slept away the whole day
woke up at 3pm to eat and then went back to sleep again until 9pm
dinner also drink a bit of plain porridge no appetite
fact proven doesn't show much but it hurts a lot

it's his birthday today and i haven't wish him yet
i do not know which tone i should use to sound normal
all i could muster was a "enjoy urself" when he msged
that was so lousy and corny coming from a girlfriend on ur special day
no wonder he was in a rush to end the conversation
guess i can only blame myself for that

suddenly i wish very much to be treated as a princess for a day
at least then i will feel like i mattered to people...
no matter what everyone will pamper you
i bet when a princess sprains her ankle
everyone will flock over to show their concern
especially her lover

after this everything will be alright again
including me, i shall be stronger
there are more unfortunate people out there
no more mourning like as if i'm the only one

BAH~~~~~~~~~~~ PUI~~~~~~~~~~~
~~ begone ~~ begone ~~