talk cock

bloody hell... it's the beginning of yet another ever long weekend staying at home doing nth. it's been long since i last lazed in bed (when i'm not sick) and refuse to get up for awhile too long. and today i thought i might just do so until sicko ahtingJIE woke me up by her usual irritating method... so i blarrdy hell got up very reluctantly and went down for lunch with mummy and ahtingJIE. and then it started to rain. ha~ shouldn't have got up right. how nice it would be to sleep in in this weather. so after lunch i got back i was unable to sleep already... instead i have been playing a marathon of solitaire and spider solitaire until my eyes also a bit cock.

if you were in my shoes, would you go?
standing in between my family aka parents and him.
i do not want to make a choice between him and home
but if i were to do so who would i choose?

if you love a person, will you torture them with the same choice too?

suffering from weird nightmares recently...
how should i decipher them?

anyways... i shall go back to my game now. managed to solve a few rounds of 2 suit spider solitaire plus a few consecutive rounds of solitaire. =) i'm getting better at it. about to go off and read comic le ba. mel borrowed me "一公升的眼泪" which is not a series so it's only this one small book that i brought home. mel say it's a very touching story. so can't wait to get my cock-eyes on it soon.

suddenly i remembered it's about time i go and take my basic theory test soon. hui kel and mel like all taking practical already and i'm still stuck at basic not passed yet. grrrr got to put more effort into things i do ba. somehow it seems these days only half my heart went out to things i do. even eating also don't interest me as much these days.