premonition

i dunno if wad i tink is true
but i have dis feeling
tt he's reading my blog.
i'm so in trouble.
didnt expect him to read
cos i said i nv update le
but why does it appear
tt he noes the content?
~ crap crap crap ~
i cant write as freely
as i thot i could anymore.
~ shit shit shit ~
i dun wan misunderstandings
i dun wan hope
because it aint coming true