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wakao! its in pieces, dis ting i/s me.. jus shattered. guess i shudn't have pinned such high hopes, if not any hopes at all. it jus aint gonna work out. i muz stop lying to myself tt tings may recover after a few yrs. cos it's definitely not going to, and i'm going to fall even harder when the time comes. incompatible means incompatible, no matter how hard i try to lose weight, we still wun make it tog. because INCOMPATIBLE!!! so wad so wad so wad.. nth's gonna change tt fact! better give up now den when it's too late rite? if he tinks eating wun make a difference den i shudn't be so bothered too. okaes, i'm not troubled abt it. yes~ i dun feel anything, i'm jus neutral. stop bullshitting all those craps tt wun come true to myself. =( feeling so miserable...