puzzles

i feel like a puzzle refusing to let people around me solve. i try to look strong, unfathomable. i build a facade around me now. i refuse to let on what is going on inside my mind. i don't let people understand me. i can't let you in. for you will see how vulnerable i really am inside . and i don't want that to happen. for i am an artichoke. we artichokes were made to be this way. so i will smile to everything that comes my way. even if it is tearing me up inside.

think i might abandon this blog again soon. but who knows when i'll be back again...